I can't think of words to describe how I feel anymore
Letting out a long animalistic scream
Is really the only way
I can think to describe how I feel
its funny that we should choose
to listen to Evanescence
when their very name means something fleeting
a way that we should have been
in one another's lives
but it seems that no matter how hard we try
We'll all ways be right here with one another
if only in our own minds
or with the holes in our hearts
cookie cutter cut outs
feelings of nostalgia
depression for the other
silent tears
screaming feelings
but
I
still don't know how to feel


Free Fall Free Fall
Scream into the Night
Hide the Tears
All the Pain
All the Fears
Shatter Memories with Razor Blade Dreams
Looking over Shoulders
Afraid You'll Be There
Wonder Whats Wrong with Me
Cause I'm still afraid I'll Hurt You
That I'll Hurt MyselfIf I say I Love Another
Find My Corner
See whats Scrawled on the Walls
With Blood of a Broken Heart
Deranged Notes
From a Lost Mind

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Evanescence - My Immortel

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me